“My special sun”
Was how I described her.
I mean,
It was how you described her.
I see her everyday
And I think to myself
That woman is special
Everyone can see it
But she’s even more than that
To me…I mean, to you.
The way she walks,
The way she talks,
Even the way she sits and writes,
You love everything about her.
And that smile,
That smile saved
Your life.
In short,
you love her
in the most impossible way.
I wish she were mine.
No, I meant, I wish she were yours.
I wish she were mine.
Yeah... and now i break my almost one year hiatus. Believe it or not, i actually check this blog regularly. I just didn't feel like exposing myself for whatever reason, however irrational.
What you read above is actually something i wrote a very long time ago. It was very personal at the time, or so i imagine. I don't actually quite remember exactly when i wrote it, but i remember why. In any case, it's quite irrelevant now. I just wanted to share something about me (or something that was about me.)
I've been quite dead for some time now. Well, not dead. But a part of me has been hibernating for some time now. Dreams, i think they call them. I've become the thing i swore i wouldn't be. Mindless, aimless and worse of all, unaware of how truly lost i was.
Fortunately, the Cosmos hasn't given up on me. I've been given a reminder of what i aspired to be, and of my previous efforts to reaching that goal. So, thank you, God, for your patience.
I am back on the road to infinity.
